Thank you Jesus!

Hallelujah!

Anyone that's come across this blog, knows that i've been going thru hell for almost a year. Well, I FINALLY got a break! I gotta JOB!! :-) *woop woop* I've been out of a job for quite sometime. Being broke ain't no fun. I've learned some very valuable lessons in these dark days. I've learned that I way more stronger than I thought. I've always known that I was my mother's child (she's a very strong woman) but I didn't know how alike we were.

I haven't really written about EVERYTHING that's been happening cause, I don't know ya'll like that! LOL No one really knows all that I've been through. It's between me and Jesus!

I just want to say to anyone out there that's been through some shit, hold on! Just hold on! I know it's not much and when you're at your lowest you don't wanna hear that. (Iknow i didn't) but it's the truth. You will feel like giving up, giving in but don't. Don't let folks tell you that you need to give up either. NOBODY I had to stop talking to my mom for a while because she was being just so negative. It'll be hard, it'll feel unbearable when you're at your lowest but you just gotta stay prayed up!!!

Ok. that's enough of me rambling! LOL come back to see me soon! Kisses

GTFOH!...Invisible tattoos?!?!

Yeah. you read that right! Invisible tattoos are newest thing to hit the tattoo world.

The other day my mom and I talked about my tats. I told her I wanted more (i have only 2). she told me that tats were "the devil's work". SMH Ilove my mom but the things she says sometimes. Anyway I started searching around on the net for some inspiration for my next tat which I will most likely be getting really soon! Hopefully.

I came across this article about invisible tattoos. I thought, "hmmmmmmmm, this should be interesting!" I was right. These invisible tattoos can only be seen using UV or blacklight. It uses a special UV tattoo ink. At first thought I thot, COOL! Then I read the pros and cons about the UV ink and you should too! Click here for that list

Would you get an invisible tattoo, if there was no risk involved?

Controlled Chaos

I heard that phrase the other day and I had a light bulb moment. aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh. controlled chaos, eh? That describes my life perfectly right now. Soooooo much has been going on and so little at the same time, if that makes any sense. Let me explain, a lot of things that I didn't want to happen haven been happening and nothing that I NEED to happen has taken place.

If it wasn't for God's control, I would probably be in a crazy home somewhere. The devil has been working overtime in my life and i'm not sure why. But I hold on and I stay prayed up and I know that this storm in my life is just temporary and something bigger and better is gonna present itself.

For almost a year my life has been an absolute hell. things have gone from bad to worse and i'm afraid that the worst is around the corner ....on that note let me take a moment to say a little prayer (take 5 mins)

ok, anyway i'm in a stable environment, (i hope) maybe i'll be able to blog and talk more. I've gotta get back to being the old me. I've gained weight, lost hair and came really close to losing my mind. but thank God I'm still here!!!!!!!!!

So I want to say to anyone that passes by this blog, please say a prayer for me. It's much appreciated.

peace and love

Brutha

For my first entry for MRM i'm reviewing an album that shocked me. I didn't expect this album to be all that good. I mean, don't get me wrong the boys can sing but with all the drama they had going on from there TV show on BET, i didn't think they were gonna hold it together long enough to make something worth listening to! Boy was I wrong! Click here for a quick bio.

It's very rare that I put in a cd and just let it play from beginning to end. I mean my ipod is full of playlists that I created. I think I have at least 30. The smoothness of their voices can damn near put you in a trance. Boyz 2 Men status indeed.

The album is filled with content you would expect from a group of 5 young men! Women, women and women. duh! Their first sing "Can't hear the music" ft. Fabulous is an uptempo song about how he sings " I can't hear the music cause I'm focused on you" I think it's kinda cheesy but a good song. I bump it in my car, but I wouldn't dance to it in the club.

My favorite song on the album is "Make you love it" I love the song until like the last 30 seconds when Jazze Pha comes in messing it up with his signature ad lib "Oh boy!" ugh.

My second favorite song on the album is "She's Gone". It's a slow ballad about how he did wrong and he can't get her back cause she's fed up. The boys croon "It's too late she's gone"! Ladies we know how that feels don't we?! We take a lot but when we gone, we gone!! Below is a video of the boys singing acapella! Check it out!!!

Rating= 4 SNAPS IN A CIRCLE!!!

Music Review Monday

Hi Everyone!!

This is my first entry for Music Review Monday! I figure since I'm finding and listening to music all the time. I wanted to review some of the music I been bumping in my ipod! I may review a whole album or I may review some singles. I don't know what i'm gonna do I'm just asking you to check back and leave comments!

I may review something old or something new. either way it may be something you may want to check out. I hope you check it out!!!!

Disclaimer: I don't know anything about music, other than I know what I like. Sometimes, I don't even know why I like it. It's just my opinion, folx. For entertainment purposes only!

Rating Scale

0 snaps in a circle= deleting off my ipod, NOW!
1 snap in a circle= keeping just a few songs
2 snaps in a circle=will keep whole album, but will only play a few songs
3 snaps in a circle= will play and keep entire album, sporadically,
4 snaps in a circle will play and keep entire album, frequently (probably on repeat!!)
5 snaps in a circle= It's probably a Jay-Z album so don't worry bout this! LOL

J. Hud singing National Anthem

She did that! Sang hunny Sang!

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Loves this pic of Obama. He looks so pleased with himself and happy! Alright Young B.O. get to work!!!

Black Love

 Is it weird that watching the Obamas makes me want to fall in love? They have renewed my faith that there is true love out there. Damn I love these ppl!

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History

I haven't been able to keep my eyes dry for more than an hour over the last couple of days! I have been filled with so much pride and joy over the history that is being made on this day. Like many of you, I voted for Obama because I believed he was the best man for the job. I didn't vote for him on the sole fact that he was an African American.

Anyway, I'm proud of the progress that this country has made and I'm glad that I could be a part of it. I know that it won't be an overnight success but I have faith in the candidate that I chose, that he will do his best to help this country along!

Go Obama! May God bless and keep him!

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What's happening folks?!

I've been gone for a minute and will be gone from here for a while longer. Lots of unnecessary shit has been happening in my life causing me to evaluate and question everything! Which isn't so bad, cause I needed to.

I hope that everything is going well for you and that your 2009 is a wonderful as you want it to be. I miss blogging and talking about stupid stuff but this is my life for now. :-(

I ask that anyone that finds this blog, closes their eyes and send up a prayer for me, cause I need it!

PEACE AND BLESSINGS!