Thinking about....

nothing.

but i'm thinking.

What are you thinking about?

BLUEPRINT 3

I give to you the album cover for..............BLUEPRINT 3!

Ya'll know I ride for Jay! Bout time boo!

I LOVE IT!

Friend in my head

My newest friend in my head. In fact we're BFFs! We laugh and joke, we shop together. She gives me her free swag. We even sing together!!! in my head of course!

Hey Chrissy!

P.S. Go buy her album Epiphany! In stores now!

yeah baby, I like it RAW!

I don't. Pregnancy & STDs don't appeal to me.

EmandLo.com asked the question I have always wanted to know: Is sex with a condom really that bad?

The short answer is YES.

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what kind of foolishness?

What the hell is that? NO really? What is it?
Thanks to www.stuffflypeoplelike.com for the pic of Lady Gaga looking like a damn fool

Emotions make u cry some time.

Births. Deaths. Marriages. Divorces. New jobs. New job losses. Gain a friend. Lose a Friend

Different emotions for every situation. sometimes situations come at you so fast that your emotions get intermixed.

Shit life makes you cry sometimes.

PASS THE KLEENEX

Click

I'm still me!

Over the last few days, some of my friends have been complaining about my "somber", "unordinary" "boring ass" mood.

Usually, I'm total opposite of those words. One of my friends said this and I quote "Ugh! Why the hell u talking like that? Where's my goofy girl? I can't take this sour attitude! Call me when the real Erica stand up!" and click! The dial tone was buzzing.

WTF? Don't u hate it when folks don't let you feel?

I can't stand when folx try to cut your emotions short. Sometime you just need to be in the space you're in to feel it, and come to terms with it. If not, you're just gonna go back to your original emotion sooner or later.

yeah, I know I have a sour ass attitude. Right now my life is sour. Shit happens. My sour attitude is for the fact, that I'm LOST! I can't see the forest for the trees. I see every little thing that is wrong but i can't see my way out of it.

wouldn't that make u sour?

I know they just want me to be happy, so their trying to pull me out of my funk. but I'm resistant. I need to fell this shit and get it outta my system. Then maybe the trees won't be so intimidating.

Cyber vs. Real

I'm a social media nut. No need to the name 'em you know what i'm talking about.

Through these social sites I've made some friends. some really valuable friends. Friends that I would not have made if it were not for these sites. Doesn't matter to me how I refer to them by their twitter name like, @bigsant, @shafunnyxl or @kpett. They are still my friends.

One of my "real life" friends pointed this out to me the other day. She said " I haven't talked to you in a week! What' up with that? I called and u didn't even return my calls! but I saw you on facebook posting back and forth with some dude from Miami!"

She was mad. Hurt even. At first I wanted to be like "Ugh! get over it! join in! DO SOMETHING!"
Instead I said "My bad, homey."

I talked to her for about 30 mins, til one of my cyber friends text me "Call me. I need to talk to you. quick"

I knew what the text was about so i told my "real life" homegirl, I'd call her back, cause my mom just beeped in. So after I put out the fire with my cyber friend, I took a minute to think things through.

Do I give my online friends more attention?
Am I really neglecting my friends or are they neglecting me?
Should I try to integrate my friends? Cyber meet real. Real meet Cyber?

Tell me, what how would you handle this type of situation? Do your real life friends get jealous of your online friends or vice versa?

He called me a BITCH!

And I liked it! I think

At the height of passion, on all fours, my mouth slightly open, moaning with delight. I looked at him behind me , sweating dripping, face all screwed. His hands gripping my waist.

The boy was putting in work! I was so intrigued by the faces he was making, my rhythm got thrown off. He looked up at me straight in my eyes, pulled my hair and said

"Turn around Bitch, I got this back here!

I lost my mind. I was shocked, stunned, confused and still in rocking my ass back and forth. I didn't know what to do. What's the protocol? Why didn't I jump up and in my Queen Latifah impersonation say

"Who you calling a Bitch? U-N-I-T-Y"

I liked it! Didn't I?

Just to be sure that I this wasn't a fluke. "Say it again!" I said to him as i looked back a 2nd time. He grinned. "You like that huh?" Silence.

Then he stopped. wiped the sweat from his face. got on top of me, pressing my body deep into my Serta mattress. I could feel his heart beating through my back. The weight of his body, quickened my breaths. He pulled a hand full of my hair tight, twisted my head to 1 side.

he put his lips, to my ear. and he whispered

"you've got mail"

Damn it! I went to sleep watching porn on the internet...AGAIN!

LOL