Saturday, August 01, 2009

I'm still me!

Over the last few days, some of my friends have been complaining about my "somber", "unordinary" "boring ass" mood.

Usually, I'm total opposite of those words. One of my friends said this and I quote "Ugh! Why the hell u talking like that? Where's my goofy girl? I can't take this sour attitude! Call me when the real Erica stand up!" and click! The dial tone was buzzing.

WTF? Don't u hate it when folks don't let you feel?

I can't stand when folx try to cut your emotions short. Sometime you just need to be in the space you're in to feel it, and come to terms with it. If not, you're just gonna go back to your original emotion sooner or later.

yeah, I know I have a sour ass attitude. Right now my life is sour. Shit happens. My sour attitude is for the fact, that I'm LOST! I can't see the forest for the trees. I see every little thing that is wrong but i can't see my way out of it.

wouldn't that make u sour?

I know they just want me to be happy, so their trying to pull me out of my funk. but I'm resistant. I need to fell this shit and get it outta my system. Then maybe the trees won't be so intimidating.

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