Oops oh my!

I need some release! the last time I had sex was about a week ago. It was with a man that I shall call "D". D and I have been having sex for years! Since my sophomore year in college. He was good then but he's absolutely fucking great now! He knows my body, every smooth inch of it. At some point or another he's either licked, kissed , bitten or a combination of all three, every spot o n my body. He is an attentive lover. D is the first man I ever gave head to. He has taught me a LOT over the years.

D and I don't fuck often. At least not often enough for me. We both live in Atlanta but he's a teacher, a coach and "semi-involved" (that's the term he used). And I am dating, working, clubbing, writing, interning and hell, just being me ( I can be moody). So our schedules usually conflict. Or I just don't want to be bothered with the drama that seems to be attached to him like a tic. I'm slowly trying to wean myself off his dick like a baby with a pacifier.

Anyway, I'm writing this blog entry to keep from texting his phone to tell him that my body is warm and yearning for his touch. I want him to know that when I close my eyes I can envision his face between my legs and his large, strong hands cupping my ass while his tongue is sloppily slurping on my clit.

I can hear him moaning his approval when i loudly release my love onto his tongue. "that's my girl" he says between slurps. I want to hear him say "Get the up and bend ur ass over!" A few firm smacks on my ass really drives his seriousness home. Ass up, head down just the way I like it. Pulling the sheets while he's drilling my hole like it's the last piece of ass he will ever get. A hand around my throat and gentle squeeze and a stream of not-so-gentle words. "Fuck! Shit! Bitch! Mothafucka! Yeah bitch take this shit!" makes for one successful fuck!

Damn I miss him.

Oh well, no D tonight. Me thinks i'm going to have to get the help of my friend that I keep in a box on the top shelf of my closet. His name is "Jeremy". Jeremy always guarantees a decent release....